It isn’t right or fair what she went through in the year before and that just when all going well she died. I felt good afterwards. I lost my husband 4 months back and we have been together since we were 15 and 18 .30 years of togetherness and then this. That’s awesome! Dear San, The first one read ” Deere”, the second read ” Freere”, 3 months later she came to me with a list that she kept pointing to, she was telling me to find her daughter. They may just be calling to give you a message. I know it’s a difficult time when one passes through such devastation. There will be many forthcoming. I did his hair for the funeral and was honored to be with him again. I forgot to say… I also had a dream the next morning of her passing.. was dreaming of something then all of a sudden I saw my mum walking around (she had a funny walk) with a cup of tea, she said she had no idea she had passed over. Why is she not speaking to us? It will be exciting to understand the spiritual realm more as we progress in our developmental evolution. My landline went off not its ringtone but like it was paging my other phone downstairs, my mums mobile was on it at 23.10pm was this her? I had a little anxiety the last couple weeks about Ill never hear her voice again and felt that I couldn’t remember what she sounded like. Any symbolism? It’s not always easy for them though… mostly because of us and our doubts about always thinking it is our imagination, but many times, despite us, they get through. It sounds like, on some level, that your mom is in denial. I have debts to pay. Glad you are having them. She’s just trying to get your attention, anyway she can to let you know that she is still with you. I cover all of this! only i was too distraught and all over the place mentally to notice it was him , i just knew it was some type of peaceful-like presence wrapped around my body when I was trying to collapse to the ground I COULD NOT, when I was trying to be sad,angry ,depressed, hopeless ,helpless I was crying and laughing hysterically !!! Could love do anything else? But then I got this strange feeling and then I woke up. An Easterner’s perspective might be different than a Westerner’s perspective. The other night was just falling back sleep when I heard a man scream in my head. And got a strong sense woodlike when you walk in the Home Depot you know that wood smell again lasted 40 sec then gone again it dosent connect to us could help me or guide me in the right direction so I know that my loved one because I miss him dearly he was my soulmate and I am just devastated and lost without him but if I can communicate with him thank you. It boggles the mind. Ive always considered myself a christian and didnt think much about our loved contacting us again. I was her favorite grandchild! The dreams I’ve had he never says anything, but I get Such a loving feeling. We had been together for over 5 yrs. :) (No pun intended). I have been suffering with so many issues from waiting for my husbands open work permit from Immigration Canada, 4 doctors have advised me that im infertile- i am NOT able to have children. It sounds like the people surrounding this loss are just focused on their own needs and not the needs of the whole. When your uncle becomes aware of his situation, he probably is now; hence the television experience, he will reach out knowing how urgent it is for you. She tried to calm me down and told me to call the doctor…so I did. It’s almost like a miracle! Thanks for sharing your experience, Corinne. Hugs. These stories help to provide comfort for people in pain. Don’t listen to people who tell you your delusional, including yourself. I dint have courage to see him in that situation so i dint even attended his last rites or saw his corpse .After death,he never tried contacting me, i expected he will contact me as we loved both each a lot .But at the same time i am living my life with the guilt that i was a reason behind his suicide.I want to as him why did he leave me alone with a promise of meeting me in next 4 days prior to his death.His silence,thoughts kills me every second . Not saying a word it scared me and I got out of my room but it seem like forever. You must have a lot of light yourself, being so connected to the “other side” the he might have thought you were the light. Rest in Peace my darling Dad xxx. Heather. Does this mean that my “veil” is a little thinner than some? I saw my dad, and I saw others with him, one was a younger boy. My first thought is that she wants you to remember her, and yours and her relationship together. For sure it is him. I called her a liar and swore at her and hung up. , I’d love to take this class. I told her what had happened and we went inside. For years both myself and my daughter really were big believers in the spiritual world. Daily Record & Sunday Mail: Read latest on Scottish entertainment, showbiz, celebrity news and interviews with celebs Grieving does not always get in the way of signs, but some other stuff does. Now, he is present very often. He said he was just sitting talking to mom and out of the corner of his eye he saw his cola can slide a few inches on dad’s end table. An ADC is a lifeline that can give so much comfort and peace to a grieving heart and mind. What does that mean? It makes healing from such a loss, a little better. Thanks for writing. Hi Patricia. He was groomed nicely with long, fluffy ears and little “puffs” of fur around his wrists. Each new experience with him is something I have never read about or even thought about–I Google it afterwards to find out if I’m nuts. today I’m pulling up and there is a license plate that says Texas..Well did that not put me in a freaked out state. (((Hugs))) I can’t imagine losing a child – bless your heart. I took a photo on my phone to keep. Be compassionate with yourself. Yeah, people don’t usually believe until they start having the experiences for themselves. Suddenly the picture seemed to jump and inch and flew behind the cabinet smashing onto the floor behind. Contact me by email and we can discuss it further. It still hurts if I try to stretch it too much, but other than that is gone. About 6 months after he passed away, I believe he told me good bye. I see no reason that this has to end. It sounds like this is what you are experiencing. My cousin died tragically in Australia over a month ago and his mass service was held two nights ago. Thank you for sharing this. He told me then I would be ok. “Don’t worry love…” he said. Only you can answer these delicate questions, knowing the situation. I know he lets me know he is right here with me, but my grieving seems to get in the way. Thanks for writing. And I know it can be hard to tell people about the after-death communications that come, for fear they won’t believe, and then some go as far as creating doubt in such amazing and precious experiences. I spoke out loud and told my sister that she is irreplaceable, instantly a bottle of nail polish fell off my dresser! I tried my very best during this week with my Mum to remain brave and stoic and try to help ease her pain even tho I was grieving terribly. There’s so many things I would have loved to say to him. But, ever since, the dreams are horrible. Hugs. They may ask you how you are doing, just like they used to. Register for that to save some money. Having a whole new perspective, the agenda from a human being to a spirit being changes. Thanks for writing, Euan. The good news is that most people believe. Is this really could be? My aunt passed away and my cousin looked like her mom all I wanted to do is run towards her nd hug her but I knew it wasn’t her. Thank you for sharing this. Earlier today somebody sent me a pic wearing something similar so I don’t know if this is in my head, and another thing that crossed my mind is maybe he led me to this meditation so he can talk to me. it’s almost like he doesn’t want me to talk about it. I was worried somehow he didn’t cross over. Also, I was driving towards the graveyard and my lights in the car started flashing I am talking my four way flashers my signal lights everything……..I knew it was him. , All my life the sprit world has complicated with me and the sprits let me see them. Your page has offered much comfort to me, but how do I figure this out? Sometimes it takes a very long time for our consciousness to catch up with our reality. In my dream I remember calling my mom and telling her that this box kept showing up and I knew it was my grandmother doing it. It was forming on my arm and I saw it. Xx and hope to hear from you. We actually looked eye to eye for a while. So sorry about your friends. The hair drier ran without issue. Just because the human brain does not automatically understand these spiritual experiences, it doesn’t mean there isn’t a deeper experience out there for it to “try” to understand. I seem to be having difficulty telling this on here as I have on other sites too. You see, they are with us trying to communicate it, but being so raw and sorrowful, we just think the pain we experience when we feel them near is the pain that they are gone, instead of their presence being with us. More is understood and he will see the love behind what you did and did not do. Some things are just part of a greater plan that we can’t always see or know. He just walk pass me and dissapeared. I believe that she is trying to reach you, knowing your pain. When he is on your mind, it is possible that is present at the time, but you might just think it is only your thoughts. Hugs. Thank you for your interest. He last came in my dream in April 2015. I recently moved into a new home & kept finding dimes all over it. About a week later another occurrence happened this time the nightlight for my daughter that we had in the bathroom stopped working. We are here. It was as if the Heavens opened up a small crack in the floor of heaven for a split second and the Angels were singing. I came online looking for answers and I have found them here.,thanks to you .Since I was young I had vivid dreams even of great grand parents and relatives I never knew ,my mother tells me I was just a toddler yet I recognised my great grandmother in a photo without ever having seen her before. Although it might now have been actual medicine like we have in this realm, this is most likely symbolic that your mother did something to heal you on the other side. Death is a natural part of life. Hi. Yeah, for sure, Sarah! now im starting to hear my father who passed away about 6 years ago… i can tell by his lower voice….this is solid proof for me that consciousness exists after the death of the physical body…where we go when we die i have no idea… all i can say is that i hear my parents very clearly when i play back the recorder…. I had a waking dream. Falling stars were everywhere. Choose you. I was praying to God and holy Jesus. That is so cool your grandma is still with you. I had a son a year later. Jade, i grew up distant with my Dad. I have here my boy friends dad ask me who I was when I first move in with my boy friend. I am reading your replies back to some of those with question and I just wanted to comment and say Thank you i am so greatful for this post that I am crying from relief as I type!! That’s cool, Jacqueline. Reading experiences from other people will continue to help you, as it gives you support and lets you know that so many others are going through the same process. First, a friend of ours had been to a spiritual event and the woman running asked if she had just lost a friend. We saw each other last July 30 however, we didn’t talk much because I was busy with my son’s Christening. Hi Jade, Sometimes it just takes time. Thanks for sharing you adc. . right? Needless to say, my husband bought it for me. Where could this go? Sometimes they look a little different. Why has she left me? She is with you. The peace I felt during those dreams were extraordinary, I didn’t want it to end. She always looked after me when I was ill and she still does… Anyway, as I gradually started to recover the light kept fading and fading, until when I was fully recovered, it was completely gone. Unfortunately for everyone who enters this long dark tunnel, it may take some time and travel to get to the light at the end, but it is there when you begin to heal. I guess he wants to make sure you know that he is still with you in another way. I did “inherit” her beloved dogs, but couldn’t keep them. Thanks for chiming in. We found out what had happened when they posted to her twitter feed “I am Dr.____________ and today my life comes to an end”, with a gruesome ‘before and after’ picture, of her apparently shot dead. Thanks for sharing. Trust that he is always with you. He hated when I talked to others (humans or animals); he would bark or paw at me to give my attention to him, instead. If he can’t hear you very well right now, he will become more aware with your words of love. She did tragically she fell down basement cement steps. Thank you for commenting and best wishes to you. Your love and his love. Strange that all this year – especially – I’ve thought so strongly and so often about him. It just had to be. Instead of viewing this as something being wrong, look at it as a sign that there is another opportunity for you and allow that to lead your way. Awesome experience! So.. Is she trying to tell me anything?? When the call is over, you may hear nothing or a dial tone. I can relate to your story and would like to chat if possible. Dementia and general mental decline are devastating and common among older populations. Hi Maxine! I felt like the air was so thin, the air hit me and then a tight tingling sensation in form of a hug or embrace. I know my dad will be back for her but I’m not sure what the hummingbirds. One of our songs I’ve hear more than usual on the radio.. Bitter/sweet.. It’s from queen… “Your my best friend” Thank you. Hi Lorianne. Always talk to him. I felt afraid of him and ran indoors closing the door and going to bed. Hugs. I don’t think anything would be different if you had remembered his family’s history of cancer. I’m a rational person and these events happened and I really want to know why and how these things happen I mean, how do two physical objects go from a house to the glovebox of a car. When it first happens, people usually think it’s a coincidence and doubt. I am married and I am living a frugal life. After my beloved grandmother died I felt her presence often ,her face cream and there have been times I felt my hair caressed and my forehead kissed and I know it is her. 2 days ago i went with my dad to her house to pick a vintage clock she had in her room. I felt him say that he wasn’t at peace but I also felt his love. Please not that I am trying to get pregnant. Then last night, I felt he was laying behind me in bed, kissing my head. 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